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APOCALYPSE - For They Say That Hell Is On Earth
Solitude is the home being made here, aloneness as the condition the maker builds inside.
Dissolution
Aloneness as a condition and not a shortage. Nobody is being waited for, so nothing is missing. Loneliness begins the moment someone is being waited for.
From the Latin solitudo, out of solus, alone, the same root Portuguese slowly bent into saudade. For centuries the word carried prestige and none of the pity it carries now: monastics sought solitude as a discipline, and Petrarch and Montaigne wrote in its defense. The state was chosen long before it was diagnosed.
Aloneness with the pressure off. The social musculature releases: no face to compose, no pace to match. Attention, no longer spent on others, comes back and settles on whatever is actually present. Time loosens; hours behave differently when no one else can see them. Nothing is missing, which is the entire definition.
Loneliness is aloneness that aches because someone is being waited for; in solitude nobody is expected, so nothing is absent. Peace is an end-state that can occur in any company. Solitude is a condition of company, namely none, held on purpose.
A single figure in a field that does not press on it. The isolation is structural and not emotional, and nothing in the frame argues with it.
Solitude is the home being made here, aloneness as the condition the maker builds inside.
Solitude is the quest's condition, wandering alone through the space with no one else the search is for.
Solitude carries the piece: a single body adrift in the cosmic sea, alone with all there is, and the aloneness is the whole condition.
Solitude defines the figure: a lone wanderer arriving with no company except the encounter that has been waiting for them.
Solitude is the load-bearing element: lonely notes above the rings of Saturn, aloneness as the whole atmosphere of the drift.
Solitude is the second line of it: just me.